Is there a way to not feel like your behind on things even when your not? I wouldn't know but its all I've known and I think I like it in some kinda weird fucked self torture way or whatever. This was something I was messing around with a while ago.
I think I liked the pencils the best from there on after it just kinda went to poop.
Micron size 01, a sharpie, and ink + brush.
Cheap watercolor cakes, some minor use of color pencils.